We are back, yeah, we are. So are you, afraid of those Arachnids.

Crawling everywhere, we see everything even without eyes. We watch you hide.

We hear everything even without ears. We hear you scream.

We smell your fear even without a nose. We smell your fear.

We smile to you even without a mouth. We enjoy this, and you will not.

¿Can you feel it? ¿You want your redemption?

You ask yourself: And us.

¿Who are the creatures crawling on the corners of my mind?

We are that guilt in your mind, which you cannot accept. Noppera

You hate yourself for doing that, taking another person's life.

Figurativelly... Literally...

And now, you are alone with it. You have no gift. No immunity. No Fate.

Prepare yourself, for you knew He would come back for you. And all those you hold dear, even though they don't belong to you.

And you will feel sick. And we will be there when He takes you.

I feel sick. We are too.

Difficult Night

Hey guys...

Last night has been sort of wierd. I couldn't sleep properly, and I've starting to feel sick, very sick. Well, at least I'm alright now, but still kinda sleepy.

My sister also has been starting to have some nightmares... I hope she doesn't end as me from last year... which talking about, next month it'll be one year since this blog started!

Horray!

Well, hope to write to you guys later.

See ya.

Birthday

So yeah, today is my 19th birthday... since my parents don't seem to have money for any kind of party and I'm technically broke right now because... err... reasons, I'll have to wait until next weekend to eat some cake. D:

All in all, a good B-day, except for no-cake.

Wish me a good year. =D

See ya!

Date

Yet, got a date yesterday at night. It went pretty well, nothing too spectacular... we went to eat something, talked a little bit.

*sigh*

Yeah, yeah, nothing to write home about, but it's a start, at least for me.

While I'm at that, I may tell you that my sister's migraines have subsided. And so, no more complaining from her part.

Things are starting to look pretty good here. =D

Well, that's all.

See ya. ^^

Calm

The nightmares have stopped, at least for a few daws. Now I don't quite remember my dreams, but I think it's for the best, as I don't feel sick when I wake up.

I feel less anxious and stressed. But still, something doesn't quite feel right yet.

*sigh*

¡So, yesterday was the new Xbox reveal! ¡I will that to save up money for this Christmas!

And, today I may or may not have a date, she's someone I met at the game store... talking about being lucky...

Well, see ya, wish me luck. =D

Tired...

It's been a rough week, my sister has been very irritable and has the same kind of migraines as I.

I've been kinda irritable too, since I've had some problems with the PC, it keeps reseting itself every now and them... get's pixealated and such.

Kinda remembers me about what my DS did last year.

Well, I hope nothing else happens here.

See ya

Why is it still watching?

It hasn't had enough.

Permanently taking that menacing form.

Eight Legs. No Eyes. No face.

BUT STILL SMILING WITHOUT THEM. IT LAUGHS.


¡Please, make it stop, God, just make it stop! It's in every direction.

It knows what I had to do that night. A memory I didn't want to remember. It eats me from the inside.

¿Why is he in my head now?  ¿What makes this visit so different?

I'm sorry, I'm sorry,
I'm sorry, I'm sorry,
I'm sorry, I'm sorry.

I feel sick.